Hi folks - it has been a while since I have written. I haven't felt the best, so nothing much to write about other than complaining and I didn't want to do that.
The big birthday came and went (March 20) - Maureen and Bruce came down for a visit and it was nice to see them. We have pushed family celebration out to next month sometime because I just didn't feel the greatest - couldn't enjoy a good meal, or have the stamina to go out anywhere. So we will do it later. However, I received many birthday wishes from friends and family and beautiful flowers - so it was a good day. I certainly don't like being a senior citizen though - although I might feel differently once I receive a cheque from the Government (OAP) lol.
As far as starting to feel better, I am taking things in baby steps and am grateful when I can accomplish a task I have set for myself. The mouth sores have gone - the eyes are not watering quite as much (still can't put my eyeliner/mascara on), my appetite has come back somewhat, but taste buds not quite there yet. I managed to get around the grocery store yesterday, however, had to have a rest before bringing them in from the car.
Today I went to have some bloodwork done and then went to a medical store to look at compression sleeves for my arm - the lymphedema seems to have gotten worse over the last few days and my left arm and hand/fingers have swollen quite a bit. So that is a worry for me. Anyway the lady I spoke with recommended I see a therapist who specializes in lymphatic massage/drainage etc. first and gave me a name. I called when I got home and Jason will be coming to the house tomorrow for a consultation. So we will see if he can do anything for me - I don't want it to get any worse. I thought it was great that he comes to the house also. He will measure my arm etc. for a sleeve and come up with some treatment options.
Radiation treatment starts on Wednesday, daily for six weeks (except for weekends) - so the journey continues ....... I am not sure what to expect - people tell me it might make me tired - I probably won't know the difference. Scared it is going to burn badly after so many treatments - but perhaps I am letting my mind get the better of me. We shall take it one day at a time.
It has been 4 weeks since my last chemo and it definitely threw me for a loop - however, I am slowly getting my appetite back and my strength - but have to limit my activities. I am anxious now for the hair to start growing back in and the eyelashes to thicken up again - still the fuzz at the moment!! Perhaps I am rushing things!!
So that is where I am at the moment - it is a full time job managing one's health.
It has helped tremendously having all the support from everyone - I do appreciate it.
J
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