It has been a bad day - just want to sleep. Husband thinks I have 'given up' - he doesn't know what is going on inside of me. He is resentful of my time 'inside my head' - we are having difficulty communicating. Perhaps time for him to have 'group therapy' - wonder if that will ever happen!!!
Slight fever today - I know I need to get to the hospital. I did call the nurse, but she didn't respond yet. I will get up early tomorrow and head out to Emerg. don't want to find myself spending the night in the waiting room if I go now. It is hard for me to talk because of the mouth sores. My nails have started to lift from the nailbeds, red blotches on my hands and fingers I have developed a cough. I guess just need some reassurance at this point - I am very emotional and just want this over. Ankles are good though - slim for once in my life!!
I need to call my GP to set up a bone density appointment - they need to have a starter line before radiation treatment - also have to get some multi-vitamins in me - when you are feeling so crappy it is hard to think about all this other stuff - I had better start taking care of business.
Feeling sorry for myself as you can see -
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