Rainy day Friday

It's Friday.  It's a gloomy day - but thinking about work and hoping all goes well with the barbeque and that the rain keeps away.

Nurse just been - someone different today - they are always surprised when there are the two of us having a 'visit'.  Although this time it was just for me.  George has to have the wound nurse come today for him because he has another area of concern.  I am not going there 'cos it upsets me.

I think I did too much yesterday when I went out shopping - I am feeling a little swollen - the swelling is not in the right place though!! lol  But things are healing well apparently.

Yesterday I ended up at Winners as I expected I would - the car just seems to gravitate there.  I bought three tops - this time I will be keeping them I think.  Just nice comfortable youthful looking stuff - one for work and the other two a little more casual.  Need to get some bottoms to match now!  If I was a bit more high tech I could post pictures etc. - oh well - perhaps down the road.

Got thinking about my situation yesterday and got really scared - a lot of 'what ifs' and the mind can take you places you don't want to go.  I remain positive, but the scary bits do slip in.  I sometimes feel it is all happening to someone else - like this is not really me - and the real me will show up sometime.  It is life changing and there are a couple of routes to take - you can either climb the mountain and struggle to the top - or slide down to the bottom and wait there for whatever to happen.  It is a fine line between both routes.

Wow - way too philosophical!!

Anyway - my blog - all about me - so I guess you know my mind is all over the place.  You have to take the good with the bad with me.

Update Friday

Drove to the office - Enjoyed the barbecue - unfortunately the rain did not keep away - but a big tent and lots of super people didn't put a damper on the occasion.

I felt proud to be part of a company that celebrates it successes and acknowledges the work done by everyone.  Food wasn't bad either!!

It was good to see everyone and be back 'in the land of the living' - I appreciate so much everyone's good wishes.  Thanks all of you.